Monday, December 01, 2003
Hi All, thank you for reading. My journal has shifted to another website which allows me to personalise more things. Click HERE to redirect to my new journal.
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Friday, November 28, 2003
narcissistic
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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Oh man! I think it's real!!
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Saturday, November 22, 2003
WAH! Hacken and Alan's concert was FANTASTIC!!!!! The lights, the crowd, the screams and of course the songs!!! WAH! The picture is still in my mind! I wanna rewind time and go back to the time when I was at Indoor Stadium!!
The concert started at 8:15pm, 15 minutes late. The crowd only started to come in at 8pm! My god! I was so afraid there would be many empty seats! But towards the starting of the concert, 80% of the seats were filled, with 3 sections of the Balcony seats closed.
Whistles shrilled and light sticks flickered as the lights dimmered and smoke came out from the sides of the stage. Then the dancers came out with sparkling silver disco balls. Then the platforms on the North and South sides of the stages were raised. Two figures emerged, one in black and one in white, both had costumes with silver linings and stars and hats, shimmering under the spotlight. Hacken was wearing a silver glove, that was really chio! They started with the song "Mui Ci Wo Mong Zhen Nei...", really applauding! I screamed and sang my throat out, waved my orange lightstick, and ran in front of the stage to dance with the beat and also to take a closer look! Juz like a typical fanatic! About 80% of the concert was similar to Hong Kong's one. Just that in this, Hacken sang more of his new songs. Their costumes were also totally different, but Hacken's hairstyle was similar. However, everything was so GREAT! Hacken's so so SO dashing!!
The concert ended with "Zhuo Lin You Li" at 11:15pm... What a GREAT 3-hour concert!! I left so unwillingly... How I hope the concert was endless! HACKEN!! I'll be waiting for you!! Just don't make it a 7-year-long wait again!!
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Thursday, November 20, 2003
Last night, I dreamt of Teck Wee. I have no idea why he appeared in my dream. I must have been subconsciously thinking of him. He was talking to me, joking with me and making me laugh. He even did something I liked most - gently hitting my head. It was so sweet. These few weeks I have been feeling so down, and now he appeared in my dreams making me laugh, just like before. He always could make me feel good. But it can never happen in reality again. Those days were past.
The night before, I dreamt of Alwyn. It must be my subconscious mind again. I dreamt that we were back together, doing things that we didn't do in the past. It was like filling those empty holes with memories.
Urgh, whom do I miss more?
On my right wrist now is a 12-piece diamond bracelet. A real white gold bracelet with some diamonds I have been waiting so long. It was a gift from my mother. We were shopping in Toa Payoh last Sunday and there were so many goldsmiths having discounts! So we went in to only take a look. Of cos there are some bracelets that took my eyes, but I didn't expect my mother to buy for me!! Oh! I love my mother!
I love my daddy too! He just came from Japan on a business trip. He bought a handphone accessory just for me!! It's a shiny crystal ball at the end together with a bell. And he brought back Sake and lots of Japanese goodies!!
44 more days to the end of my torture. Tomorrow I'm going to submit my IA final report and that will be a heavy stone off me. GREAT!! And holidays will soon follow!! WHOO HOO!!
2 more days to Hacken Lee and Alan Tam's concert!! So excited! I must memorise the lyrics of Zhuo Lin You Li fast! And some other hit songs too! Then I can sing along with them!! Wah, I'm gonna party like crazy there! HACKEN, I'M COMING!! LOOK OUT FOR ME!!
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Thursday, November 13, 2003
It has been a really long time since I've blogged. Don't worry. I still have my ten fingers and ten toes. Life has been really really busy and bad these few weeks.
Let's start with the good things. I met my idol, Hacken Lee! Ya! He came to Singapore with Alan Tam to publicise their World Tour - Zhuo Lin You Li, which is going to be held in Singapore on 22nd Nov! And obviously I'm going for the concert! I bought the $159 tix, cos' $199 tix were all sold out! Yeah... And I got 4 of his autographs on my CDs. And I got so closed-up with him! It was so exciting, and I was really nervous! It was totally a dream come true!!
My music theory class finally started! In the end, I went to sign up the individual lesson cos' the group lessons never seem to start! Right now, I'm doing a lot of studying on my own. I hope to catch up on the lost time. I do not have much time left.
Another thing was I extracted 2 of my wisdom teeth at SGH. I was very nervous at first. But I calmed down after 1 hour. The LA was not as pain as I expected, and the dentist was real expert at the injections! She managed to extract my 2 teeth with experience fingers. I got a 5-days MC, but I didn't use it, cos' I gotta rush my IA report. Overall, the extraction didn't give me much pain!! *Surprising!!* I'm gonna extract the other two on 5th Dec.
Life at work was VERY bad! My supervisor is very mean. He gave me very very low ratings for my assessment. And he is like the weather, changes every moment. So temperamental. He could cause me to get a D for my IA! Damn hell! I gave up! He can't even remember what I told him, and he could accuse me of things! I swallowed everything I could. I just wish this can end faster. You have to learn how to play the game at work and I am not going to play this game! I decided not to become a future engineer! I will jolly-well be a waitress. Save me the agony!
Today I had a new outlook of love. "Love is like a dream, because the good things seem so unreal. But after recovering from the heartbreak, it's just like waking up from the dream."
Do you agree?
I have been listening to sad songs these few days. I think of my heartbroken relationships. I feel sad. But no tears came out. Am I inhuman? Or is it that my tears have gone dry? I believe the latter. I have cried too much.
I miss you...
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Tuesday, October 07, 2003
I'm Shimizu!
What Chobits Character are You?
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Friday, October 03, 2003
Well, well, well... It has been hectic for me these few weeks, especially this week. My supervisor was totally disappointed in me. I think I don't have the ability to meet his expectations. I was kinda sad for like 3 days, but all's well now. I'm relieved. And I did a poster design for the company's recycling cans campaign. I felt being used. Cos it's so crap! I shall not talk about work. It spoils the mood. Heh.
Yesterday, or rather this early morning, at 12am, my first ex was chatting with me on ICQ. He started like, "You have any nice movies to share?" Later on, he started saying, "Actually I owe you a BIG apology....." Well... first thing tat comes to my mind was he wanted to say sorry to how he treated me last time...
He did, and was especially sorry tat he scolded me for dedicating a song for him on Perfect 10. And we started chatting about those innocent days. I didn't know he actually remembered wat we did together, haha... I thought he was heartless. And I actually found out quite a lot of things I didn't know till today, 5 years later... But I didn't ask him anything. I didn't want to. I wanted to keep the memories I had all the while, didn't want to change anything, didn't want to find out anything else. I just let him talk. He felt guilty all the while and didn't know how to face me, and because of this, he didn't turn up for class gatherings we always had. No wonder, now I know why.
I found out he has broke up with his gf. I think he is very sad about this breakup. He wanted to save that relationship, but I think it was in vain. I told my friends he has matured a lot thru these years. They didn't believe me. But I believe in my judgement, cos' we grew up together. Who else knows him better than me?
We were both glad that we're still friends. He said he didn't want to lose me as a friend too. Ya, me too, especially after losing him. And how could I ever forget someone who stood by me when I was totally devastated? And how could one ever forget their first love?
Sigh... why all of a sudden that he started telling me these? Was it because it was already past midnight, and those mood sets in? Or was it because of the grief from his recent breakup? Or was it, all along, he wanted to tell me, but kept it in his heart till last night he couldn't hold it anymore? Nevertheless, I'm glad I know the "new" him, and found a "new" friend in him.
"It's only through losing, then only will you treasure what you had." Yeah. I agree.
T.i.m.e...h.e.a.l.s...a.l.l...w.o.u.n.d.s...
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Tuesday, September 23, 2003
Once again, I started on 《环珠格格》and finished all 3 books. However, this time, it's the third part of the story that was once widely popular. All I could say... it was FANTASTIC! It brought me right into the story; I was reading it day and night. Just couldn't take my eyes off the book. I don't know how many times I cried when I was reading the book, but less than 10 times. There were really touching parts, and I could felt myself living in their times. Life is so tough, but only through tough times, will you be able to appreciate the happy times.
I chose to read the books first, so that I can imagine the old cast in my mind. This is because, in the third sequeal, almost 90% of the old cast in Parts 1 and 2 were changed. This is sad! No matter what, they should let the old cast continue the story!! However, I still do not mind watching it, cos' I'm a 环珠格格 fanatic! I own all 11 环珠格格 books, idol cards and stickers, CDs and Karaoke VCDs!
The author, 琼瑶, said this might be her last book. Her whole series consisted of 64 books. Her husband is critically ill, and she herself is catching up on age. She mentioned she doesn't have the strength and determination to pen any more books. I have about 14 of her books already. I will, hopefully one day, finish reading all her other 50 books. What a great author that touched the hearts of her many readers! I wish 琼瑶 health and happiness.
I remembered those days when I was also in this 环珠格格 fever together with many other teenagers. It was during my JC2 times, where I read day and deep into the nights, and watched the VCDs late into the nights. That was during the June holidays where I was supposed to study for my JC2 Prelims! But, I just threw all he books aside, and read and read ceaselessly! If I didn't forget, I got COF for my Prelims, or was it CFF? Haha!
After feeling through the ups and downs together with the storyline in the books, their story came to an end. 好一场轰轰烈烈的故事! I felt happy for them, as they strived so hard for their final day. Despite their story came to a beautiful end, mine hasn't. Life still has to continue for me. I still have a long way to go. I will also strive to make the best out of my life.
In this life, we cannot possess all the good things.
"人生不可能十全十美，拥有的，应该珍惜。不能拥有的，也应该珍惜所拥有的。。。。。。"
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Thursday, September 11, 2003
Wow! The 4 of us went to watch a musical at the Esplanade today! It was The Forbidden City - Portrait of an Empress. It was fantastically wonderfully great!! All the performers were great especially Kit Chan, who acted as the Empress Dowager. I bought their CD, but it was a pity they only compiled highlights of the musical. They should have included the whole musical into 2 CDs. I don't mind buying it. Heh!
This was the first time I went to watch a public musical. In the past, I only went for schools' musicals or concerts. And most of the time, I was performing. Thus, hardly ever had the chance to be the audience - be it a concert or a play. Cos' I was in choir and into drama. I used to hope I could sit in front of the stage and enjoy the show. And today was the day I have been waiting for so long.
The feeling was so different. In the past, being the one always on-stage, I had to go through endless practices, full-dress rehearsals, and finally the real show. The practices were much a torture, but the feeling after the performance really gives me full satisfaction. Thus, all the rehearsals that I went through, didn't count anymore. The roaring clappings from the audience meant so much, you'll never understand this feeling till you're the one standing on stage.
On the other hand, being the audience this time, I enjoyed the show very much. If I ever had the chance, I do not mind watching it again, and again, and again! They were so professional, and they could all sing, dance and act so well! Well, of course, this is their rice bowl! Being an ex-performer, I knew deep in my heart, how much sweat they had all had put in to produce this musical. I couldn't help, and I have to praise them once again! GOOD SHOW!
I'm looking forward to more great performances ahead! Top on the list is anything by Broadway Musical. Hopefully... they could re-stage West Side Story... my favourite!
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Tuesday, September 09, 2003
Sigh... Daddy is coming back to Singapore for good. The project he has been working on for almost 8 years has been scrapped. He has been working there since I was in Secondary One.
Well, I was quite worried in the first place because I'm afraid he wouldn't have a job back here. But Mother said he would be working as an Analyst when he comes back. So it's still good. But why the worry? No job = no income = spend wisely = no luxurious life? Or is it because I'm worried my Daddy will be jobless at this age?
Sigh. Some pros and cons when he is back. Cons first. Cons: Nagging to sleep early; if he becomes temperamental, he will be a tiger; can't think of any others except naggings...
Pros: Help out with household chores during weekends; eat-out during weekends; supper whenever we have the mood; durians to eat; will cook his own cooked food (very nice wor!); a professional consultant to my problems (he is an approachable person to consult!).
Whatever it is, I think it will be a good thing when Daddy comes back. The whole family will be reunited. =)
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Saturday, September 06, 2003
Muahaha! A walk down Orchard today! It has been such a long time since I've done so... Today was meant to go out to Orchard to get JH's present. A dreadful Saturday for YH as he had quiz till 230pm. Haha... so we met at late evening and went for dinner at Shashlik Restaurant in Far East Shopping Centre. On the way there, we saw Peixian and Jiawen. And the first sentence they spoke was, "Pak tor ar!?" YH was like trying to tell them we were out to buy JH's present. Haha. I can forsee scandal rumours are soon going to spread.
The shopping centre was quiet and ulu, but the ambience inside the restaurant was great. Nice dim yellow lights. Every table was put a "Reserved" sign. Haha... but they were all fakes. The waitress that took our order had a bad attitude. YH was asking if they sell escargots less than a dozen, the waitress replied saying that they had. They could sell half dozen, as long as we have the money to pay. I was totally put off by her attitude. I asked her what is Ikan Kurau. She just replied that it's a local fish. What the... I know it's a fish loh. At least you could tell me if it's a fresh- or sea-water fish!!
Anyway, I had my life-ever first bite of escargots. Brownish-yellow shells with black coloured meat. Haha. Can't imagine I actually ate them! Didn't taste very good, though the texture was good. Then popped in the second, and a third with Tabasco. Haha... YH treated me this meal!!
After that, we went Forum, and into Toys "R" Us, cos all other shops were closed. Saw this new kind of 'toy' - Sea Monkeys. It's a kind of sea creature, that is yellowish and looks like sea horses, that comes directly into life when the eggs get touch the water. At first, you have to purify the water and leave it for 24h, then pour in the eggs, and the sea monkeys will spring to life! After which, you have to feed them once a week with sea monkeys food. My god, though it's amazing, but will kids know how to take care of them? I can only imagine mischievious kids adding things into the water and kill those monkeys.
We left the place and walked down Orchard towards Somerset. We entered Borders, then HMV. Haha... Craving for some desserts, we walked down to the basement of HMV - Marche!! We had the ice-cream mixed fruits waffle and a rootbeer. Haha! How satisfying! My treat this time!
Then it was go-home time. Haha... Had a wonderful day, and spent quite a lot of money today. Guilty man!
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Monday, September 01, 2003
Blue blood! Elegant and noble. I am sometimes a bit arrogant, ain't I? I am intelligent and I love the luxus and glamour around me. The blood of the Kings and Royals, congrats!
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Sunday, August 31, 2003
Cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - I like to be close to my special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed. What Sign of Affection Are You?
It has been a long time since I've last blogged. Getting really busy with school stuff. And I'm really tired, both physically and mentally. Imagine one day at work, my supervisor was talking to me, I was falling asleep while standing. Sigh. Had some fainting spells too - times where I will blank and black out suddenly, and feeling of mind-loss. I need a break from work, break from school stuff, break from everything! I wanna go Redang!! Anywhere!! Anywhere, that I will be free from all these!
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Monday, August 18, 2003
I met my brother on the train! I finished work and boarded the train at Queenstown. He too, just finished his work and was together with 2 of his friends. What a coincidence! He boarded the train at Redhill and we saw each other at the same time. Then he was signaling to me not to show any signs that I know him. (He's always like this when we're out especially when he has friends around him.) But I cannot not say hi to him, I just cannot pretend to be ignorant of his presence. Haha! Then I just lightly hit him, and talked to him. Haha... His friends were surprised! And I got to know from him that one of them was Xiao-Bao, a guy who also plays WC3 with me. Urgh, he's so ugly. (*Slap²* How can say people ugly!!!*) Anyway, I alighted at City Hall, and the 3 of them continued heading towards home.
I went to Cristofori Music School in Funan to pay registration fees for my long-awaited, soon-to-start Piano Theory class!! The class finally has accumulated enough students for it to commence. I'm one step nearer to my dream.
Let me count. I have stopped learning theory for like 7 years! I hope I can still do it! Grade 6 theory isn't easy. But being older now, maybe things will seem easier to understand. Keke... I asked the receptionist how long do I have to attend classes in order to prepare for the next exam. She said 1 year. Sigh. What a long wait. I was thinking of taking the exam in March 2004. But now, can only wait for Nov 2004. Nevertheless, I will hold on............
Not to mention, during lunch time, I went to Queenstown Driving Theory Center hopeful to book a date for my Advance Theory Test. Sigh. Cannot register there cos' can only book at Jurong East, Ubi, Ang Mo Kio and Bukit Batok. What a wasted trip! Really got no fate with driving. Even for my Basic Theory, I had to go down for the third time before finally succeeding to book a test date! Urgh! I WANT MY DRIVING LICENSE!
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Tuesday, August 12, 2003
Awesome Foursome
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I am a Centaur.
What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz!
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Monday, August 11, 2003
Muahaha!! Today is HOLIDAY!! No work!! HP's make-up holiday for NDP! Whee! But had a terrible dream. I dreamt about monsters coming for me! My house balcony suddenly leads to the big open sea and I was thrown into the sea by 2 monsters and all my hair dropped out! JH was also thrown into the sea, but her hair somehow couldn't come out. So Susan was using a pair of sissors to cut her hair. My god! I didn't know why Susan was in my dream and she was actually a monster!!
I finally woke up at 9am after being awoken from my nightmare several times. And worst thing was after being awoken and slept back, the dream continued!!
I had the first great breakfast with my roomie at our ever-cosy cosy corner. We had milk and chocolate wafers with a cosy ambience of tealit and our standing lamp. Hehe... All will be perfect if Jiehui's a guy. Whahaha!! Hua Chi again...
After breakfast, JH went for lessons, and I started to spring clean our room for the first time ever since we shifted in like 1 month ago. The carpet was dusted, floor mopped, and furniture wiped. Hehe... The room feels great again!
After which, I went to school to join YH for lunch. Hehe... I FINALLY got to eat my duck kway tiao after sooooooo many months. It was still as tasty as ever. =P~~~ But the main thing I went to school was to be a proposer/seconder for YH. He wanted to run for MEC Publication. Haha... but as YH expected, that JXX XXN was sitting there at the nomination booth. She was in the election committee. YH asked her got anyone running for Publication, she said she must be lipped-zipped. DUH. Then she started to say she wanted to be CAC SU rep... said got some people in SU will pull her in. RUBBISH! Who would believe such crap. Do you?
YH decided not to run, as there will be rally and election and interview for this 2nd election. I joined them in MS135 lecture. Hehe... Xiang Ling, Nicolle, Yuhua, David and Michelle were quite surprised I was there. Oh ya, not forgetting Levin, having the same birth-date as me, was totally surprised. Haha... He thought I was sacked! =X
After which, I walked back to hall, but Robin, Xinyong and Eve were in Cannteen A talking. Haha... I joined them and CP later came. So we sat there and gossipped about scandals going on till 2:30pm. Haha... Then YH finished his tutorials. Together with Eve, we walked back to our hall. CP went for his lesson, and Robin home. I quickly went back to change into my swimsuit, and YH went Eve's room to look at photos and helped her with her jigsaw. Eve's room is pretty nice and cosy too!! Hee...
YH and I went to NIE pool to swim as there was no point going to SRC cos' there's no sun. It was very cloudy. Haiz, my hope of getting tanned was smashed. Eventually, we only swam for like 45 min, cos' we decided to go as the sky was getting dark. (Haha... it was my first time swimming together with one guy. Haha! YH, aren't u honoured?)
After I bathed, I went to YH's hall. Cos' thought of joining them at Canteen 1 for dinner at 6pm. But just as we were about to leave his hall, I was thinking what for I go? Cos' they going for Wine Appreciation at 645, what am I supposed to do from 645 to 830? (I got violin at 830) Thus, I decided to stay at YH's room and asked him to pass me his key. He that baka, wanted to take out his drawer key, said that there's things in his drawer not meant for me to see. If he didn't say, I wouldn't even have that idea to look loh. But he actually said it, it made me curious. But... eventually I didn't even touch it. Stupid YH...
CP later sms me: Ben dan, where are u? URGH... called me ben dan! Haha... Then I told him I was not going over to Canteen 1. Then he asked me what was I doing in his room, and then asked me clean the room for him. Haha... since I so bo liao, and had to wait for 8pm, I helped him clean. Where to find such good friend... =P CP, YH... gan dong mah?
After my violin practise ended, I went to their room again to play Dai Dee. They smell of liquor! Haha... Now I know why wives in shows always scold their husbands after they went for drinks. So... It cannot be hidden. Haha!
CP walked me back about 1230am... Hehe... He went there also got mu di one... Haha... =X
So much so for today... =) Tomorrow's another work day... Sian!
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Wednesday, August 06, 2003
Today I found out that Heng Kian was a temperamental man. I thought my colleagues were lying, but I when I asked more people, all agreed he had such personality. I must beware of him!!
And I went to see the production line today! So cool!! And my breakfast was fantastic! Prata at ATP! My sup's treat! =P He's a bit unusally mad today (he is mad everyday) cos' he said he had 2 Magaritas the night before. We chatted quite a bit today... =) Haha... I continued with my DSC today... and while waiting for the results, I went to the corner staircase to take a wink, as well as to suntan! Haha! In the end, my hp dropped out of my hand cos' I fell asleep while sms-ing Robin. CMI!
Today I went jogging with Yonghan!! Oh my god! I can't believe I actually did it! We ran the 199 route... Hehe...but I not really tired lar... think I was lazy to run only... But not bad already... I think I ran quite a distance before stopping. WAY TO GO JESSICA!
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Tuesday, August 05, 2003
"如果我有一颗快乐草，我会把它送给你。
如果我有两颗快乐草，我会一颗给你，一颗给自己。
如果我有三颗快乐草，我会把两颗给你，一颗给自己。
因为我想你比我快乐。。。"
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Monday, August 04, 2003
Today is Eve's birthday. She invited us to NYH rooftop and catered food for 50 people. I joined them at 9pm+ and was really hungry. I managed to get some food in the end as the caterer was already packing up the stuff when I reached there. I was kind of sad, cos' I told YH I was hungry and he didn't bother about me. In the end, I stood in one corner and ate my bee hoon. Haiz...baka!
I guessed it was the night breeze that made me melancholic. I was teary. I do not think anyone took a notice of me. Again I guessed I was being left out that made me sad. I do not know why. Somehow, somebody, or something makes my heart cringe. (is there such word?)
I choose to ignore and not think about what I'm feeling.
"It takes 3 years to build a good friendship, but it takes only 1 month to become strangers again..."
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Sunday, August 03, 2003
Last night was our CAC Ball. I wore a white silky spaggetti top and a dark purple skirt. Jiehui said my hairdo made me look like a fairy. I took many pictures with many people. Haha...I hope the pictures turn out good. Hee~ Generally, I felt the food was much better than last year. (Hmm...cos I was fuller after the dinner?) They always had stage games during these kind of dinners. I was sabotaged by Eve to go upstage for a team game - finish the jug of Tiger beer. Though I do not mind drinking, but so many pairs of eyes are stucked to us. Pai seh mah... My team consisted of Yong Han, Eve and another guy we did not know. In the end, we lost. Yong Han had to finish the remaining beer in the jug... As usual, after drinking, his whole face was red and warm. So much worth for the prize - a $50 discount voucher to do Hair, Nails, Facial. But! With a minimum sign up of a $100 course! DUH!
After the dinner, we stayed in the Novotel Hotel. There were 10 of us in the room. We played Dai Dee through the night, and the loser had to gulp down 2 mouthful of vodka plus 7-up. It seems that the loser had the happiest time drinking... Haha!! Even those who didn't lose, wanted to drink! Just like Susan! I didn't even lose one round that night. Haha... When did my luck started to change? Or was I purely plain lucky? It was dawn very soon, and we checked out at about 11am. They went to eat at MacDonalds' in Suntec, and I left them to attend my friend's birthday party.
It was at Amoy Street, a Chinese restaurant. It was a 10-course meal. I ate quite a lot, cos ' I was really hungry as I didn't had any breakfast. It was a really nice lunch. Hee...
I went to collect my new pair of spectables! It's frameless!! HAHA! Trying to get used to it now...
有一阵呼唤出自我的内心；有一阵声音来自我的心灵。让我为你谱一曲；友谊的歌声。。。。。。《万岁歌》
从前有四个好朋友，
Choon Pang, Yong Han, Jiehui, Jessica。
他们闹得非常疯，
嘻嘻哈哈多快活。。。
Choon Pang 在四个中最美丽。
Yong Han 是一个小男孩。
Jie Hui 是个 BBQ.
Jessica 是大花痴。
祝他们友谊永长久。。。This was the song I wrote into my diary... cos' I was really sad today...
Starting to feel left out... =(
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Sunday, July 20, 2003
"As long as we have memories, yesterday remains.
As long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits.
As long as we have friendship, today is beautiful."
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Thursday, July 17, 2003
"It's so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you.
It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new.
It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favourite song.
It's so hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?
It's so hard to live without you, if I only would have known.
I will never love another, I would rather be alone."This is my favourite phrase. Or should I say the saddest phrase I've ever come across. This is only an abstract from a whole full page long of the whole thing. This abstract applies to me most...haha...maybe not now. But some years back already. However, I still like this phrase. =)
Today is the 17th of July. I'm 21 alas! I can watch a R(A) movie legally. HAHA! This day, I received a bouquet of 21 peach, mango and pink roses -- the biggest bouquet I've ever received. Trust me, they are undoubtfully beautiful. I never realised I was one of those women who love flowers. And who said women doesn't like flowers? =Þ Haha...luckily, this bouquet of flowers were given by a group of friends, haha... or else I'll have to marry that guy. But neh, that's what I said only. It might not happen anyway. Most importantly, I will only marry the guy I love.
Happy 21st Birthday to me!
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